31st week, 8 more weeks to go

I am starting to feel tired of being pregnant. My belly is huge and my feet are starting to swell. I get tired easily and I can't walk very far without my back hurting. And to think I still have 8 more weeks to go. I guess what is making me complain is that I have always been active and actually enjoyed doing chores around the house. And I am very good at it, too. Now, I have to ask help from my eldest, whom of course doesn't like doing it very much, ending up with sloppy work, making me even more upset. But what can I do...nothing. Just have tons of time to sit and rest and complain more until the baby comes out and I can complain even more for lack of sleep. I know time fly so fast. I just have to live each day until the morning of September 2 comes when I will see Temperance for the very first time and will make me feel all of these are worth while.

Almost there...

Today, I have been counting weeks before I deliver this baby by cesarean. Ten more weeks and I get to see and hold this beautiful and most awaited baby girl in our lives. Every kick and every hiccups gives me that warm feeling of excitement I can not hold. Every night, I can't sleep, usually I complain about sleepless nights but this is actually a wonderful sleepless nights. All wiggles and light kicks just comfort me each night. Letting me know I am not alone. Knowing this will be our last bundle of joy, I wanted to live in the moment of being pregnant and enjoy the beauty of life that is growing inside me.